Black

[Thorn]

I have survived so many years of ridicule i'm as fragile as a glass.
Dark thoughts and bad memories within my head amass.
I fight so hard to fight back tears, the reason i can't explain.
i don't know how or why, but i feel so mentally drained.

I've got so much in life for which i should hold my chin up high...
but it seems like all i want to do is fall down and cry.
I've given up so much to be happy in this life..
but all i really find is pain, sorrow, and strife.

I hope that one day i shall find happiness so pure...
That i will no longer feel like this, that i will have the cure.
But today i cry, my arms glisten with my tears...
causing me to recall all my deepest darkest fears.

Do not be frightened by this tale, for i shant harm myself..
The things i'm feeling inside are doing it just as well.
I will be fine, i will hang in there..
Even though these things i feel i can hardly bear.
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If anyone reads this, don't worry over me. My childish depression isn't worth it.

~P~